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ahahha yay happy day! kx is in malaysia! so yupp haf fun there wif ur choir mates!
bastian is my shuai n cute nephew! ahahha! went for his birthday party todae. buffet at his house. okok la din get to see sum of my cousins. watched sum jackie chan movie n star wars epiIV!! but din realli watch. left early. n bastian had a nice spiderman cake! hahaha
ha was going orchard aft tt. my sis wanted to tag along cos she had nth to do until 6+. so my bro drove me to orchard! yay so nice. there was a huge jam la. den my bro n sis in law were asking my sis, "y u wanna go be light bulb?!! she going out wif bf mah" like er.. i dunno wad they actualli noe la. ahaha anw tt wasnt the case. i met zhi xiong onli mah. haha n met rachel sim twice.
anw cine seemed empty. duno leh 3+ shd b v crowded. ok la mayb it was. maybe itz juz the emptiness in me.
marina promenade was nice. i like the sense of familarity. fullerton hotel n the sky scrapers. the sea. the merlion. band performance at the amphitheatre. arty farty stuff. sunshine.
i sat there n waited for the flashbacks. they dun realli seem to b there. or mayb rather faint. haiyaa how sia. planning to go there n capture the best moment there. at 1st was thinking of capturing memories in fotos. but junhong is right.. wad r photos of memories without life? yeah as in the ppl.. or rather person isnt there. so hmm.. guess im juz gonna capture the most beautiful moment of tt place from my point of view. at least it will mean sth to me n not b juz another tourist shot. ya itz not easy la. but no matter how long it takes.. im gonna sit there n think thru my heart for it to tell me wad of this place means to me tt created the memories. yeah not onli tt. still got jurong lake n clarke quay. i will do it. gonna spend june n the whole of november aft my o's on it. so yay i haf a long time to go.
ahaha tmr will b slacking i guess. den piaing next week. so yay. oh ya ytd.. was at bukit batok mac from 10.45 to 8+. erm ya tts 9 hours plus. ya was wif jh. but no it wasnt mugging all the way. hahha did compre n math. do matrices. v fun la but do until v sian. den got like 2 qns do until v gek. gave up at 6.. stoned n chat till 8 plus haha.
um ya so ok.
time;8:24 PM
geog was nice. mr lim brought tidbits for us again! ha ya he brought a lot last wk too. yay. so we kept eating in claz. n it was fun la kept crapping again. n i kept laughing at myself cos i kept thinking of the retarded accident juz now. den janet n kx started laughing too. ha.
got back report book. was kinda o.O n =/ by the remarks made by ms ong. "Gentle natured and soft spoken, Wan Yi is a picture of elegance and sophistication. She goes about her AV duties swiftly and confidently, setting an excellent example for her peers and juniors." ok er the 1st part sounds realli hmm.. ya ok ha i shd realli go hang myself up on the wall.
ok er my leg still hurts! i need a crutch.
time;3:54 PM
ytd was piaa! had lesso from 8-1.45. ok morning it was damn retarded la. i was pacing my chi file in the morning. den was getting kinda late to take 154. so i took mrt to dover to take 74. den uh oops took wrog direction. so in the end i took a cab from buona vista hahaha. yah reached at 8. lessons were juz.. sian. 1hr15min each. arghh n mrs chan had to drag the lesson. by almost 10min.. till 1.55. argh plus my fone rang in claz.
den went serene mac to mug wif jh. yay ok l managed to do sum math. until 6+. ahha slacked the whole nite.
anw todae was a damn interesting day!! lots of coincidences too.
aiya chinese was sian. chem.. cos ms fu repermed her hair.. so janet was saying chem lab bao4 zha4.. exploded. v bad la. so i was like "den mdm yick leh? eng lab exploded ah?" n janet was like "no.. mdm yick happened to b at the chem lab too when it exploded." haha v mean la but damn funny. ha itz the stress. kept laughing during lesson abt tt.
lit was interesting too. Twelfth night.. i learnt sth ok!
"Perhaps also one should notice that love is influenced by other considerations, the fear of being left alone or the need for being supported"
"In none of the relationships does Shakespeare allow us to believe that 'they all lived happily ever after'. He makes us realize that human relationships can have their share of sunshine - and the play does not end on a gloomy note - but it is significant that he ends the play with the song by the clear-sighted Feste, who reminds us that time passes, we grow older, and that in the wind and rain of life we must try to survive and be as cheerful as we can."
i alwayz thought of "rain" as the unhappiness.. problems n obstacles faced in life. den mrs westvik said sth else. it represents new beginnings too. ah. actualli i noe tt exists sumwhere in my head. but somehow all this while i juz dun see tt point of view. so now tt the storm has ended.. itz er supposedly a new beginning for me. but im juz screwing it up all over again. hai. lots of ends hanging.. sum were tied but came loose.. n sum wif knots tt cannot b untangled. argh. ahh nvmmm. anw i shd learn to b even more optimistic! dun cry tt roses have thorns.. be happy tt thorns have roses.
math.. permutation n combinations. wah i was damn tired n headachy liao. cldnt realli follow liao la. n it was 1.45 n as usual mrs chan din wanna let us off. n i was damn gek liao. n i wanted to go toilet. so erm the words "I need to pee!" juz came out of my mouth. N IT WAS DAMN LOUD LA! i din noe lor. the whole class heard. hahaha n they all started laughing. n mrs chan finalli let us off. malu la. muz b all the gekness built up. so i was talking tt loudly.
had NE quiz at 3.15.. so we went serene mac to eat. haha serene again. n mac on both days! oh ya on the bus we were damn AA la. ok not me. cos faith was being amusing n kx was amused. so ya they were laughing like siao.
anw a great accomplishment! i did the chilli-coke thing on sinyu! ahaha yup smashed her hand on it. before tt i was squeezing the chilli la. den i realli cldnt gek. kept laughing like siao. cos sinyu realli believed wad i said. in the end she din see thru my laughing n everyone else's geking. so ya she kena lor. aiya damn bad itz the 2nd time bullying her. last time was the drawing 1. haaha anw she's my 4th successful victim for the chilli-coke thing! yayy. kaiming.. xuerong.. kaixuan n sinyu!
had icecream aft tt. yayy happy! was going back to sch.. at ny bus stop. saw tong! she was going coro. den saw zhixiong too. erm ya n we damn lame la were talking on the fone from 2 ends of the bus stop. abt 10m awae. den was going back into sch. saw zhexi too.
argh waited v long for NE quiz.. ms ong wasnt in sch to invigilate us. so we waited damn long b4 mrs ho was nice enuff to invigilate us. eh it was damn fun leh! nation building. im an expert builder!
was going home aft tt wif sinyu. eh den saw chen shao. den my bus came.. n sinyu was blocking my way.. so were a whole other bunch of ppl whom juz alighted from 157. so yah my bus juz went off! arghh. but anw more coincidences. eh saw xunlong going on 171. den 171 was going off.. sth juz told me to turn n look.. n i saw tong on the bus!! yeah she came from coro. she was waving like siao at me. hahaha damn funny la.
haiya den i waited until i was the onli 1 left at the bus stop. all thanks to sinyu la! haha my retribution. den ah.. kai ming suddenly appeared from behind. hahaa going for training. eh i realised he had the same fate as me. we both lost our hps. anw yeah talked till my bus came.
ok haa met so many ppl todae. on a holidae dae summore. ok hmm interesting.
eh i did a word count. this thing is almost a 1000 words. ok la i noe a lot of singlish LA. ahha ok itz still v long.
kelvin tohh!! get well soon (=
time;9:20 PM
extra lessons tmr.. 8-1.45.. den itz mugging again from 2 at serene.
aiya anw the whole wave of emotions is back. hmm out of six of them 5 r contributing to it. daoing n rejection. stress n unhappiness. heck-carness. confusion. n more confusion. i cant help n i cant solve. cos partly im stuck in btwn.. n partly i juz cant help.. mostly im getting affected. aiya i dunno wad to say la. ...
n oso the stress! haiya got extra lessons.. den got lots of stuff to do. like chinese file n chinese portfolio n dunno wad la.
to kaychuan ben n michael n everyone else! jia you for chinese o's! yay.
time;11:08 PM